day by day~

GP prelim. kill me.

8:17 PM, Wednesday, August 30, 2006

hOx GREAT.
had gp prelim & i was speechless..literally
lOlx...
only read up on sci & tech soO had no choice but to do the only science qn (can't believe it!!!) there.
smth like "Man embraces scientific advancements too readily for his own goOd. Discuss."

wad a chim sentence!!!
then i loOk at my other pathetic options..education zZZ..general qn..zZZ..terrorism..
oh great.
hOhOx..knew lotsa my classmates did education & dey had no clue wad concrete examples tO give...
ahHH and tks still say it's EASY.

& i tot my compre will save me.
I WAS WRONG.
read the passage; understandable.
see the qns: *blank*
summary *huh?!!?!*
vocab: *what the hell is that word(s)*
aq: *how the hell am i going 2 answer???*

oOkie sO now u noe how much i'm getting for content, let alone language..lOlx.

boOhoOo..

8:11 PM, Wednesday, August 23, 2006

i cut my hair at last!!!
after much talk abt it (& occasional grumbles..oOkie NOT occasional..lOlx~!)
it's thinner & layered & the fringe delibrately ask Jay again and again to trim it shorter..
nO choice becOs in a month's time, it'll end up below my eyebrOw..
wish my hair wouldn't grow sO thick sO fast...it's a waste of money to cut every now & then..zZz..

anyways, had math pre-prelim paper 2!
mostly stats & 5 qns on pure math?
stats was rather challenging & i quite enjoy doing it altho i tink i've made quite a number of careless mistake like forgetting the continuity correction!!!
and i can never get complex numbers right..hehX.
then after we did that gruelling paper for 3 hrs, the teacher actually told us 2 bring it for fri math lecture so that dey'll go thru as they have nO time to mark!!!!
ahHHHh..it's as if all fOr nothing.
everyone was completely disgusted by it & some of my classmates even ponned the day's lessons just to work extra hard at it..

i miss going out..
lOlx...in fact i can't wait for the end of next week to come cOs we'll have a fun teachers' day celebration..woOhoO with jeans & pizza..
hopefully i can go out on teachers' day =)

click!

9:43 PM, Saturday, August 19, 2006

yay! went out wif my piggy at last.. (zZz supposed tO last tues)..
had thai express fOr lunch..yum yum.. was damn full..

went to watch click & i MUST SAY it's worth that $9.50!!!!
never felt sO goOd abt a mOvie for such a long time..
soO tempted to give it 5 stars but then again, mustn't be toO perfect..hehe..

Ratings: 8.9/10
there's funnyman adam sandler & his beautiful wife *gasp* kate beckinsale, their very cute & lovely kids, their sexually deprived dOgs & of course, morty acted out by christopher walken (the guy who gave him tt universal remote control).

wad i like abt it is the funny bits(did luff unglamorously quite a number of times..lOlx), the wonders of that remote control & of course lessons behind it.
had sad parts toO...adam sandler had the habit of fast-forwarding the horrible bits of his life that the remote control goes on auto pilot and did that for the rest of his life..
and then he failed to witness the death of his father,divorce with his wife, his kids growing up etc.
sO that's when he realised life isn't abt working ur ass off and getting promotions but the importance of family & bonding.

strongly reccomend this.hEEx.

then went wif piggy to bugis street to get his bag..yay!
i'm a lil jealous thO cOs i like that bag lOlx.. but then i'm happy enuff to see him carrying it!
if i hadn't bought mine, i would've jumped at buying the same One..sObx.

oOkie lemme stop before i'm tempted to waste my $$$ on another bag..lOlx.

pre-prelim starts~!

7:55 PM, Wednesday, August 16, 2006

hOx..feels as if i've nt blogged for mths..but it's barely a week!
lOlx..guess it's cOs wasn't online for the past few days...
this week, we had a math lecture & econs pre prelim..
zZz..both are killers..

math lecture test is like a few stabs in the back..
know some parts, don't know some..
was really really mad cOs dey were testing the basics of stats & i've forgotten all abt it!!
ahHH..
i can only rmb approximation & sampling...
and there weren't / hardly tested at all!!!
zZZz..and i ddin't have time to complete my last integration qn which i feel have a higher potential of scoring..
i didn't manage to save myself in time.

econs pre prelim mcq is like poison..
it's very lethal...
and when i glance at the 1st few qn, my mind was a complete blank as if the poison's numbed all my senses...
in fact, it's the hardest mcq i've ever done in my 2 yrs...
all i can say none is based on memory, all qns are based on application which is almost everybody's weak pOint~
zZzz..
at the end of the whole paper, i dun rmb confidently telling myself i scored a mark for a qn...
lOlx..

econs pre prelim essay is like sleeping in your car with the aircon turned on...
carbon monoxide gets into ur lungs gradually and u suffocate to death.
at 1st when i did my elasticity qn, i was doing fine...i was oblivious to the dangers & the panic attacks i was going to face later..
come to qn 2 on import restrictions, i start to worry a lil that i may go out of point...and i forgot a few bits here and there..
i did the last qn on govt policies (involving unemployment) and i felt as if i'm nt writing enough & there wasn't evaluation and even if i had my graphs, my explanation was inadequate & i couldn't elaborate on the points i have...pretty much suffocated..
and for the last 2 mins i was struggling with my monetary policy...
i didn't have time to finish; only wrote briefly and ended abruptly.
Like i said no sense of time; wasn't aware i was going to die until the last few moments..zZz...

But i didn't feel demoralised or anything
at least now i have a clearer picture of wad i'm about to face in sept and nov...
gOsh.

finally back to school~!

8:07 PM, Friday, August 11, 2006

went back tO schoOl today..
was almost late!! ahHH..even wif my brO fetching..
tks seems rather nice today, even during gp lesson.. we laughed during her lesson which is extremely rare.

nuttin much happened except that i have difficulty walking down the steps (and i hated it!) lOlx..
and luckily i get 2 use the lift most of the tym..
i was awake the whole day...haha..i guess tt's the goOdness of 1 week of resting at home..
but then there's many tests...zZzz..
still figuring how to study smart fOr ecOns.

zZz..really have nOt much 2 blOg le..
mayb i shall jus blog abt nOtes next tym..lOl~!

today's tip:
International trade- countries in a monetary union (eg: European Union) share the same monetary & ER polices, hence when a particular country in the union runs into some prob, the remedy will be fiscal policy ONLY.

recovering~

9:48 PM, Monday, August 07, 2006

hmMM..
went 2 the sinseh 3 tyms le..
still need 2 gO a few more tyms, i guess...lOlx..

today can walk better le..
altho in the morning, when i wake up bloOd circulation like cut off, then need 2 spend quite some time sitting on the bed massaging the leg...
at least now i'm nt sO afraid of stepping in the bathroOm/ climbing the stairs...

oOps.
it's nt twisted (how can bone be twisted? ya very true lOlx..)
it's that the bone was very dislocated, then he jus push it back.

foOt's loOking more and more like pig trotter than the prev tym...
last tym that foot at least was prettier...Oh man..lOlx..

oOkies..
hopefully by fri, i can walk properly instead of limping~!
and sadly there's 2 pre-prelims next week..zZZ..
ecOns..oh GREAT.

bad end for the week...zZZ..

5:48 PM, Friday, August 04, 2006

arghX.
was late for skoO this morning, thanks to 156..
ran & i tink ran a bit toO quickly so trip and fell down on the ground at the small road...
oOkie..at least i tot there was only minor graze on my arm and knee..
and then i realise i can't walk...
my whole left ankle & shin was swollen..

was glad that qinqi was there with me..
and zick helped me tell the skoOo..
haiZ.

quite demoralised alredi & this thing made me even more demoralised..
all i could think abt was my tests & my prelim & all the things i'll miss like my judo trng & my outing wif piggy next tues...
then i suddenly miss attending skoO on fri..lOlx silly me..

the vp came finally and fetched me & qq to skoO..
before that, gOt those aunties doing morning exercise there helping(in some way..lOlx.)
toOk quite a long time for my dad 2 come 2 skoO 2 pick me cOs he had 2 drive my bro to seletar 1st...

went to the sinseh str8 away (glad i did)..
then he said the major bone(in my foot) was twisted severely(which explains why i couldn't put the foot on the ground), sO he fixed it back..
and i'll have to see him again tml...

ARGHX.
sOrrie piggy for making u worried & being slightly mad at u early in the morning..
shldn't have told u in the morning..at least u would've gone for pe & conc-ed on ur test~
this week's toO rough for me le...i can't take it well.
i hope i won't b much of a hindrance when i gO back to skoO & learn to walk better...i feel damn bad cOs this is like the 2nd tym...

and thank you to those pple who helped this morning, esp bubbles!!!
she saw the scary side of me..lOlx...

dead.

8:59 PM, Wednesday, August 02, 2006

hmm been feeling quite stressed this week...
i guess it's cOs i realised how much i've missed out..& i'm struggling.
like Econ's international trade & chem's physical chem (i haven touched my thermody)
and i get frustrated when i dun rmb smth...
and Oso frustrated when i can't do my statistics qn.

soO 2 sum it up, i wanna scream!!!!!
tried loOking hard on the brite side & was really determined to pull my socks..
but my bOdy & brain says no.
It lacks discipline & has short attention span & keeps rejecting the infO i feed...
i find it infuriating at times..zZZz...
sometimes i just have nO interest/ even a sense of indifference towards tt particular topic...

nothing much happened for the past few days.
sOrry guys but deep inside, i dun really have the moOd & even if i have, it's only short-lived.

happy mugging, pple!

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